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I am so fucking beyond annoyed right now. I didn’t want a wedding. I didn’t want to have to worry about getting a dress and shoes and all that shit that doesn’t matter. I wanted to go to the courthouse and not make a big deal of it. So now I’m worried that I’ll look disgusting and that I’ll freak out about something small and blow it out of proportion or that one of our parents will say something awful or…I haven’t figured out what to do with my hair…god damnit…I didn’t want to this. I didn’t want a wedding I wanted a god damn marriage. Fuck.

those who escape hell
however
never talk about
it
and nothing much
bothers them
after
that.

—Charles Bukowski (via belle-de-nuit)

(Source: hellanne, via belle-de-nuit)